Change.

Got motivated to blog since it's been a good 5 months plus since I last blogged. HAHA.

Okay, so, CHANGE. Change is scary, it's unpredictable, it's unappealing for people who are used to living inside their protective bubble, and it certainly is INEVITABLE. Change happens all the time, and more often than not, it marks certain milestones for us in our lives. And when you can't avoid change, well, you just gotta learn to accept and live with it.

Throughout our lives, we experience changes in almost every aspect of the life journey. Our schools change, our friends change, our furniture change, our hair change, our... (YOU GET THE POINT) But what scares me the most is when PEOPLE CHANGE. I'll be upfront and honest, CHANGE REALLY SCARES ME.

I don't know whether it's a Capricorn thing or what but when I get into a situation, I try to get myself familiarized with the situation and I hate having to leave a place where I'm so comfortable to a place where I don't know anyone or don't know how to do anything.

And in 2014, there has been a few changes which I'm being forced to go through, like having my classmates split up into different classes, having to get used to things that I may not necessarily like, trying to juggle more projects on-hand, and watching someone close to me travel to a place far away from me. ><

I understand change but I'll never like it. I've seen how friendships torn, couples broken up, families strained all because of the word 'Change'. There's a saying that goes, "Don't be afraid of change. You may lose something good but you may end up with something better." WHAT IF I DON'T? Change is so scary because it doesn't happen overnight, it happens over time. It happens when people stop making efforts, it happens when friends stop texting one another. :( And I know I'm gonna experience more changes in my life just few months or years later like, getting to work under internship, getting out of poly and work, paying my own bills, buying my own house, living my own life without my family.

This is why I try not to get too close to anyone in life because when they change, I'll beat myself up for letting them in through the door and the disgusting cycle repeats. :'(

I'm scared of change especially when it brings people away from me. 
Can you promise not to change?

I JUST HATE CHANGE I HATE IT KTHANKSBYE.