September has been awesome (till now, that is) and every new day in September just brings me new joy and pleasant surprises. Many things happened in August and I'll try my best to move on with my life like how it should have been from the beginning. Kicked off my September with crazy study dates, and feel so happy to say that finally Semester 1 is officially over! Can't wait for the next few meetups which are coming up soon, like gathering with ITE mates and lecturer, jogging and Seoul Garden (contradicting, I know) with favourite sec school peeps, and also with some other awesome people! I'm still contemplating on whether to work or not because if I do, I would definitely ask for many off days and I don't think I can actually earn much money also. So I might as well just stay home and save on transport fares hehehe. I KNOW I'M A MAD CONTRADICTING PERSON.
Anyway, had a great picnic outing today with my favourite peeps in poly and although the start of the day was gloomy and all, everyone had a great day I hope! Most of them went to cycle while Jia Yi and I were left to guard our food against the ants. HAHAHA NO MORE OF THAT PLEASE.
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This month is a month for me to re-think about everything that has been happening or are happening to me right now, and as I go on I can't keep making the wrong choices. It's true that we can always learn from our mistakes but most of the times life doesn't offer a second chance. Once you have missed something great, it's gone. Like spilled milk, you can't always regret about the things you didn't say or the emotions you didn't express because once the golden moment is over, it's over.
Now, I can understand why people always say that we love to go after the things that we can't have. Well, most of the times, at least. We always waste our tears on the people who don't want us, and leave behind those people who would always treat us like their precious gems. Too many things and people made me realise how true this is, and how stupid it is to commit it.
I've come to realise that you can't always build your happiness around everyone who comes around your life. Because if you do, when they leave, they will take your happiness with them. Their absence would equate to the loss of your happiness. And the worst part of it all? You are the only one who would be bearing all that pain and feeling that emptiness in your heart. Chances are, the other party would live a happier life than you. So, point is, LOVE YOURSELF MORE ♥ Do whatever makes you happy, so that you'll become a person who naturally attracts people - Not by looks, not by wealth, not by status, but by your personality. Looks may fade as you grow older, wealth may be depleted as time goes by, and status may be lost when you don't work hard enough to maintain it, but your personality stays with you through time. And if this is what attracts people to you, this would most probably be the reason why they want to stay with you even as time passes.
If you love to dance, take out some time to learn it. Save up some money for that kpop, hip hop or even contemporary dance you've always wanted to try, or even just search up some videos and learn from there. If you love to sing, sing all you want until you think you're perfect. If you love to draw, take some pieces of drawing paper or get yourself a sketchbook and sketch down all the happy things that happen to you. Do what makes you happy and love yourself. Stop living for others and start loving yourself. ♥ Negative people will always repel people from you, where happy people with positive thoughts attracts all the best buddies you will get in life.
♥♥♥ LOVE YOURSELF! ♥♥♥
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