Tired.

This pretty much sums up the whole semester for me. All project submissions are done, all presentations are over, class trip is coming up soon and study break is nearing but I still feel so tired... I think I'm just tired of life in general. I don't have the drive to do anything at all. Everyday feels like a drag. I need some novelty in my life, like right now. Routine lifestyle is systematic, true that, but getting rather boring. I need a long break, getaway, whatever. Just feeling grumpy at everyone and everything. What happened, I hear you asking in your tiny little minds? Truth is, I DON'T KNOW EITHER. And this song has been stucked in my head for quite some time. "Amnesia" by 5SOS.

I remember the day you told me you were leaving
I remember the make-up running down your face
And the dreams you left behind you didn't need them
Like every single wish we ever made
I wish that I could wake up with amnesia
And forget about the stupid little things
Like the way it felt to fall asleep next to you
And the memories I never can escape

If today I woke up with you right beside me
Like all of this was just some twisted dream
I'd hold you closer than I ever did before
And you'd never slip away
And you'd never hear me say

I remember the day you told me you were leaving
I remember the make-up running down your face
And the dreams you left behind you didn't need them
Like every single wish we ever made
I wish that I could wake up with amnesia
And forget about the stupid little things
Like the way it felt to fall asleep next to you
And the memories I never can escape

'Cause I'm not fine at all
No, I'm really not fine at all
Tell me this is just a dream
'Cause I'm really not fine at all

Gets to me every single time. Goodnight. X