Afternoon beautiful peeps ♥ ♥

Was so tired yesterday, and didn't have any ideas of what to blog about yesterday, since it was a very not-so-packed day. :/ Today's going to be another stay at home day for me, hehe. Was browsing through appstore yesterday and found this app for Blogger, I'd downloaded it, but fell asleep halfway through fiddling it. When I'm tired, I sleep like a pig sigh. LOL.

So for yesterday, as I'd mentioned, went back to school for the briefing for attachment, and there wasn't anything much except the emphasizing of what to do, what not to do when we're attached to the workplace. After which, my besties, AKA ACE, and I went out to have our lunch at Pastamania (It's my all-time favourite, I'd never turn down a breakfast, lunch, or dinner date as long as it's at Pastamania!). Hehe. As what I'd always order, I got myself Spicy Chicken Spaghetti. That's my fav of all. Come to think of it, that's the only pasta I'll eat in Pastamania, cause it's really delicious! So much for my determination to slim down during the holidays! That's the problem with me, I always, always, ALWAYS end up procrastinating about things, most of them which are good for me. :( I mean, it's not like as if I'm overweight to the extent of being super unhealthy, but I'd love to shed like 40% of my fats. :( Boo.

Decided to blog early today since there aren't any plans for me in the afternoon. :( E's gonna fly over to BKK today, and C's gonna fly over to HK. :( It's gonna be so difficult for us to meet. Sigh, but when there's a will, there's definitely a way! Heh. Also, can't wait to meet up with my sec school besties. ♥ I made them a little something and I'm so excited to pass it to them! Can't reveal what I made cause for all I know, they might come across my blog, but it will be revealed soon! Hehe. Hopefully we'll get to meet up soon! Missed them loads! >< There's so many outings I had in mind like, movie with buddy Zhaozu, buffet with Ah Lim, and outing with Vivien, but haven't made any plans at all!! >< See how much I procrastinate? TSK.

I guess that's all for today's post. :) Sorry for posting all these wordy posts because to be honest, I'm such a 'suaku' that I don't even know how to post pictures. Shall try it out soon!! Heehee.

Have a happy and good day ahead peeps!! ♥♥

Hello night owls♥♥

Feel so tired after coming back from a dear friend's advanced birthday celebration. But happy to know that all our efforts have paid off. Heheh.

Any way, before that, just a short para from yesterday's outing.. Well, I didn't manage to buy any TDF products at all since my face wash is still kinda new, and I have to wait till it's gonna finish before I can actually buy new products. So suckish. >< But oh well, good things ARE worth the wait. ^^ So after the not-so-successful walk around Bugis Junction, I went over to Bugis+ to see if there were anything new to shop around for. Apparently that shopping mall really improved alot, but there weren't any movie theatres. SIGH. Didn't find the movie I wanted at Bugis Junction so tried my luck at Bugis+, end up there weren't any movie theatres. :'( Heh, so that's all for yesterday.

Today was a really hectic and rushed day, in my opinion. :) Met up with my girls, Adeline and Cindy in the afternoon, then we began our search for the Birkenstock footwear which the birthday girl loves. But we were having a headache cause there weren't any nice designs for the kind of footwear which she liked. :( MAJOR SIGH. But after looking around, we finally found one with tribal designs on it, and we went down to Raffles  City to buy it. Along the way, we went to Cine to have our lunch, and also bought an Eiffel Tower bag for the girl. :D She just loves all these unique stuffs, hahahah.

Moving along, we went to Raffles City to start designing the birthday card, and bought her footwear and cake. :D After getting all those stuffs, we went to her house secretly, and did up all kinds of weird signs (done by Cindy), and in the midst of all that, I had to leave. :( Another MAJOR SIGH again. But when I called up the girls awhile later, was so glad to hear that the birthday girl, Esther, has enjoyed herself and loved everything. :D

Here's a short message for the birthday girl-to-be:

Hello dear girl, thank you for being such a considerate, caring, nice, wonderful and awesome friend and sister to me throughout my life in ITE. Although we didn;t get to know each other well in our first year, but I;m glad some things happened and that led me to joining you and the other two precious girls as a group. I'll always remember the advices you gave me, the encouragements I've received from you (I know that all of them were given to me for my own well-being). ♥♥ You always know the right things to say, when my mood was down, and when I'm feeling overly happy. Heheh. I'm really glad to be able to spend the three of your birthdays with you all. Hope there'll be more in time to come. But before that, HAPPY 19TH ADVANCED BIRTHDAY ESTHER LWS, one of the awesomest babe I've ever known! Heheh. ♥ you crazy one!! Stay happy always and smile!! :D

That's it for today! Heheh. Gotta turn in soon since there's a briefing for attachment tomorrow in school. Looking forward to it!! :D

Have an early rest owls!!

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Afternoon beautiful people ♥

The weather today is just too awesome. Any way, just read through my post from yesterday and realised how naggy and long-winded I can get once I start my rant. Hoho.

After I ended my rant here, I went on to read up on Rachelltan's blog. (She's one of my fav blogger heheh) Read some of her posts which talked about the TDF products, and also about how you can get the samples and all. This is her blog -> http://www.rachelltan.com/

I went to the fb page of TDF and read about all their posts, and how good their products actually are, especially when dealing with Oily and Acne prone skin, therefore, I'm going to get the starter kit later on. Heehee. Was supposed to save up for Clinique products since I've heard so many good reviews about them, but since this is much more affordable (for the starter kit, I mean), and since my fav blogger has personally introduced it, I'm going to purchase it and try! ^^ I'm always a follower when it comes to trying out facial products, like following the crowd when people says certain products are nice. The best acne product I've tried was probably Acne-aid? It was selling back then like 4-5 years ago, and my breakouts not only decreased, but stopped, yes COMPLETELY STOPPED. Although it looks kind of gross and all, but point is, it helped. But I don't really see it selling at stores anymore. :( Major sigh. Will still support the product if it is out for sale again!

I'm currently using Garnier's line of products for acne, can't really remember the name and I'm too lazy to get up and check, but it's the one with Salicylic acid, and is blue in colour. Their range of acne products covers from Cleanser Gel, Toner, Moisturizer, Blackhead Scrub, 3-in-1 wash, and their tinted roll-on product. Since I've been using it, my blemishes has improved, and it doesn't breakout as often. But since there's a new product to try, there's no harm trying right? :) Heheh.

Nuff' said, gonna get my lazy ass up and prepare to go out before I procrastinate any further. Have a great day ahead beautiful beings. 

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Hello hello. This is the umpteenth time I've actually done a 'restart' for my blog. I hope this will be the last time. Hah.

The reason why I've left my blog alone for so long is because I didn't have time, didn't know what to blog about, and because of 'D.R.A.M.A'. Yeap, happens all the time whenever cyberspace is involved. This makes me think that maybe I shouldn't be so forthcoming when I'm expressing my thoughts. But heck, since now I've decided to re-do up my blog, I'm going to rant about things which I just simply feel like I have to. :D Sides, Twitter's word limit really isn't enough for my rants, I'm full of them.

Shall rant about being emotional for today, heh.

EMO, everyone's probably heard of this word before, and maybe gone through a few stages of their lives, drowning themselves in alcohol and whatnot, feeling all emotional and thinking, "I'm better off dead." To tell the truth, I've felt that way too, ages ago, when I was going through what they say, the lowest peak of my life. I had friends all around me, cheering me up and giving me words of encouragement. I honestly appreciated them for everything, but I didn't know what I wanted at that time of time. I just thought that dying was the only way out. So I can really say I know how it feels like. But I'm super glad I wasn't one of the many people out there who'd really went ahead with suicide.

Being emotional was kind of like the trend in the recent past, and everyone's walking around with a penknife tucked in their bags, clothes, and taking it out from time to time just to slit themselves. I really thought it was cool at that time when I myself, did it, but now looking back, it was REALLY DUMB. I mean, honestly, how does slitting your own wrists benefit you?  Does it solve anything in the reality? It doesn't. People around will just think, how dumb and 'soft' you are, slitting wrists over such a small thing. But you'd obviously feel like, "Who the hell are you to comment when you don't even have the slightest clue of what's happening to me?" Well, it's true. 9 out of 10 people who criticize you may not know what you're going through, but if you're looking at yourself from their perspective, maybe you'd feel that way too. Emotions kills, especially when you decide to let them get over your head.

When you feel like things can never ever get better, always remember to look at the bright side! There are always two sides to EVERYTHING. Whenever something seems as bad as they can, there will always be some good behind it. Take a failed relationship for an example, your boyfriend left you, da da da... So? If he isn't that good, he probably don't deserve your tears, much less the cuts on your wrists. You have to clear the space of the bad and rotten ones before the one who's worth it come along, right? Next example, a broken family. I've seen people coming from broken families leading their lives happily. I'm sure no one's family will be 100% perfect all the time. There's bound to be some quarrel and disagreements here and there. If you're a teenager, you'll probably feel so darn stressed out and thinking that moving out from your family is the best bet. But seriously? That's a big NO. Just think of all the bills you have to pay when you're outside alone, no one will ask you how you did in school, no one will cook you meals just because you said you feel like having them, no one's going to clean up your ass after you mess with the law. NO ONE. Can you really leave after considering all these? No matter how broken your family is, no matter what hurtful words your folks hurl at you, always remember you are part of their lives. If they didn't care about you and want you dead, they probably wouldn't raise you up till now.

I've realised when we're emotional we tend to say things which we don't care, and didn't think would be so hurtful, at that time. However, the after effects can be lasting. Saying things like "Go to hell" or such, to people around you when shit happens, is the worse thing you can do. Imagine you're the one comforting a friend or a family member, would you like to hear those words being shouted at you? I don't think so. Maybe you think that since they want to stick around you with your nonsense, they should be able to tolerate this level of nonsense. But everyone has limits. NEVER TAKE THEIR CONCERN FOR GRANTED. People get tired of saying the same things over and over again. Be thankful that they're still sticking around you when things happen, because they aren't obliged to. They're making a choice to stick around, not an obligation.

So yeah, actually, I don't really know what point I'm trying to make here, but more like not to take anyone for granted. Hah. Whenever you're feeling down, think of the things that carried you this far. And always tell yourself that suicide isn't an only way, but one of the MANY CHOICES which you have. Suicide, slitting wrists, are seriously the dumbest, silliest, most nonsensical choice a person should choose. There will always be someone out there who'll be willing to listen to your cry for help when you need it. Be it your fam, friends, or professional help. There's always a way out, and there's always a second chance. Never be too sad at something unhappy for too long, because it's simply not worth it. You, yes YOU, deserve so much more than crying alone. True, the time won't stop for you, the globe won't stop spinning for you, the cars won't stop moving for you, but someone out there will definitely be more than willing to offer you their help. CAUSE YOU'RE SOOOO WORTH IT. ♥ ♥ ♥

Finally finished my rant!! Feel so happy typing all these out. Heh, stay tuned for my next rant! 

Good night beautiful people♥